My readers often minister to my spirit without knowing
it. In their letters they say things that come from the heart, never
thinking that these expressions are gems, and lighten my burden and
refresh my spirit. Not only do they send money for subscriptions and
more besides, to aid in the work, but their simple words are a tonic to
me.
The letters from which I take extracts in this
editorial are no different from hundreds of others. I select them
almost at random.
One refreshing thing is the fact that several have
ordered extra copies of the September issue, never reminding me that part
of it is printed so badly as to be almost unreadable. The bad
printing was not my fault. Nor do I censure anyone else for
it.
My kind friends do not remind me of these bad spots in
paper. They see good in what they can read, and want their friends
to read it. God bless them for this kindness!
One brother sends his own renewal and a new
subscription for a friend, and says, "Start it with the September
number if possible." Others have written me of receiving great
blessings while reading that issue. As will be remembered, it was on
the topic, "The Experience of Evil." God gives this
experience to the sons of Adam to humble them. And we need not think
it will not be so. The time will come when all humanity will stand
humbly in the presence of God, loving Him with their whole being and
responding fully to His great love, because they have known evil and good - the
greatest of all good, the salvation that is in Christ.
"I have told some of them how wonderfully helpful
it is to have such a REALIZATION of their POSITION in Christ."
This is from another letter, and lifts my spirit. It reminds me
anew, that our position in Christ is one thing, while our walk may be
something else. True, our walk should reflect our position.
But it does not always do so. And certainly our position in not
always in accord with our feelings. The trouble is, the church has put too
much stress on feeling. Such is a soulish religion.
But our position in Christ does not depend on our
conduct, or our feeling. Faith, which is God's oblation, or His gift
to us to win our favor, operates through love. We may wonder if we
believe as we should. Perhaps our faith is weak. But we know
we love the Lord , and we want to be well pleasing to Him. This
shows that we are complete in Him, Col. 2:10.
One of the most pitiable characters is the saint who
does not know his position in Christ. He thinks it depends on what
he does, and is conscious of his failure to measure up to the
standard. This makes him miserable, and he never has the assurance
that is the portion of the one who realizes his position in
Christ.
In Christ! No one is literally in Him. The phrase
is a figure of speech - a short way of telling truth. It is
equivalent to saying that in God's reckoning, Christ's merits, His
virtues, are ours; His death and resurrection are ours; His completeness
is ours. Yes, it means all that and much more. This is why it
rejoices my spirit when I remember that I am in Him, I have no virtue, no
merit. I have not actually died to sin; I have not actually been
roused and seated with Him among the celestials. I am far from
complete. But He has virtue, merit, and if I am in Him, God sees me
as having these. I am to reckon myself dead to sin, because God so
reckons. Faith tells me that in the stripping off of the flesh of
Christ I am circumcised; that in His death, burial and resurrection I am
baptized. This makes me complete in Him. Why should not my
spirit exult when I read the sentence copied from the letter
afore-said?
And here is a letter in a different vein. It is
easy to see what the writer thinks of himself. He says. "No one
besides myself knows me as well as you do. Please deal graciously
with me. I don't know what I would do if I thought you were offended
at me. I feel nearly enough that I am a cast-away, without thinking
that you are against me." Does this letter minister to my
spirit? It most certainly does. The saint has no privilege
that is greater than the privilege of dealing graciously with a brother
who loathes himself and feels that others loath him. I deal
graciously with this brother, not because he has asked me to do so, but
because God is constantly dealing graciously with me. Col.
3:12,13. There is not a day that I do not need the grace of
God. Neither is there a day that I do not need the gracious dealing
of my brethren and sisters. I am so "blundersome," that I
am almost always afraid I will offend someone. If grace characterizes God
and His Christ, why should not gracious dealing characterize the
saints? Those who do not know God, can be hard. Shall we
imitate them, or shell we be imitators of God, as beloved children, and be
walking in love, Eph. 5:1,2?
We do not have to condone wrong doing, when we deal
graciously with our fellow-saints. What follows the verses above
referred to, should constitute much of our teaching. But if we do
not teach in love, and manifest a real sympathy for the erring, our
teaching is in vain.
"I have almost finished my journey," writes
an aged saint. And my spirit soars with delight as I read these
words. Why should this be so? For one thing, I am thinking of
my own father and mother, who died last November. They delighted in
thoughts of the coming of the Lord, and were waiting for Him. But
the years had pressed hard on their bodies, and they were tired. As
the Lord tarried, the next best thing for them was to lie down and rest
until His coming. They wanted to rest. They had no fears,
except that human trembling as death approached. Now, with the world
like a boiling pot of filth, they are blessedly unconscious of it all, and
lie in calmness and peace, and nothing except His gracious call is needed,
for them to enter into endless bliss. Then my mind formed a picture
of the one who wrote the words with which this paragraph begins.
Like my own dear ones, she is tired. Yes, my spirit exulted as I
read her words.
But she immediately added that she expects to be roused
and be fashioned in the likeness of Christ's body of glory. When she
spoke of nearing the finish of her journey, she was not unmindful that it
was only her earthly journey. She looks forward to the beginning of
a new career that shall never be impaired by age, or cut short by
death.
"To be together with Christ," Phil. 1:23,
will be the solution, not only of the problem that confronted Paul as he
wrote these words, but of all problems, as well. Come to think of
it, how many real problems have any of us ever solved? Oh, the
problems and perplexities that confront us! Problems of life,
living, conduct, food, clothing, homes, friends, service, health,
transportation, society, death. If we think we have solved one or more
of these, they do not "stay solved." It has to be tried
over and over. Here we have no career worth mentioning. But
His blessed coming will not only solve all problems, but it will also
start us on our real careers. We shall then really render
service. The things that hinder us will be absent. My spirit
is lifted up when any one mentions "the Lord's coming."
But while waiting for His coming, I need food,
clothing, means of transportation, and funds with to publish the
Messenger. The saints are not unmindful of this. The ecclesias
I serve are made up of poor people, in large part, and their donations to
me are supplemented by saints in other places. It is not unusual to
receive a letter bearing a dollar, saying, "Renew my subscription for
a year, and keep the balance for the work." Many of these
letters are from people who have never seen me. Paul says such
giving is IDEAL, Phil. 4:14. This is a ministry, no less than the
words of cheer concerning spiritual matters. I am deeply grateful
for such gifts.
And while waiting for His coming, there is something
else I need. We all need it, and there is danger of losing it, amid
the trials of life. That is a sense of humor. It is as needful
as many other things we have. So the following, which came through
the mail today, is a real ministry to me: "Keep you balance with a
sense of humor, remembering that he, who laughs last didn't see the joke
in the first place."