You believe that all is out of God, through God and
for God, Romans 11:36, and that God is operating all in accord with the
counsel of His will, Ephesians 1:11. If you believe this
abstractly, it means very little. But if you believe it to the
extent that you can see the operation of this truth in your everyday
experiences, your faith is worth much to you as you go along through
life. If we are able to do this we, need not have a dull
minute. Life becomes extremely interesting.
Nothing is so trivial as to be excluded from these
texts. Christ said, "Now on your head even the hairs are
numbered," Matthew 10:30. For some reason, it is important to
God that I have a certain number of hairs on my head. This was
said to the Circumcision, but I see no reason why it should not also be
true of those of the nations. I do not know why this is important
to God. But I am convinced that it is. Therefore, the number
of hairs on my head from day to day is prescribed by Him.
After starting this editorial, it occurred to me that
it would be very interesting to take note of my experiences of this
day. When my mail came there was a letter form a dear saint in a
distant city, telling me things that cheered me for it answered a
question that had been giving me some concern. There was another
letter from two of my grandchildren, assuring me and my wife of their
sincere love. We knew they loved us, but it lifted us greatly, for them
to say so.
When I opened the third letter it was from a saint in
need. This was an opportunity for me to send him some money, which
I praised the Lord that I was able to do. I sent it in the name of
the Lord. The fourth letter was from a brother in a distant state,
asking if he might visit me on his vacation. Of course he
may! It make me very happy to know that he has this
desire.
In writing a check today for a saint who wanted to
borrow a small sum of money, for which I, of course, will not charge
interest, I struck the wrong key on the typewriter, and made the check
for a dollar more than was intended. My first thought was to write
another, correcting the error. But something within said,
"Why not just donate the extra dollar? He needs it more than
you do." Well, I did just that. I take no credit for
it; it was one of the things that is out of God. Yes, I am convinced
that the God Who numbers the hairs of my head guided my finger when I
was writing the check.
I do not mean to argue against correcting
errors. But when we do make a correction, this, too, is out of
God.
I started to visit some of the saints who live out of
town. But the matter was dismissed for the day, when other things
came up to hinder. These things were the necessity of writing
letters in reply to some of those I had received. So my not going
out of town is out of God. What His full purpose is, I cannot
know. However, one thing occurred, which I am convinced He had in
mind when He caused me to postpone my trip. I met a friend who was
looking for me in order that he might have a "mess" of
fish. My wife likes fish better than anything else, and this
friend had more than he wanted to keep. So we had fish for one of
our meals today, and this was out of God.
But far better than the fish, is the fact that this
man wanted to give them to us. He does not worship at our meeting house,
but I am convinced that he loves the truth we proclaim, and wanted to
show it in this way. It is entirely possible for people to love
the truth, and yet not openly confess it. This same man and his
wife showed their love for our teaching, when, sometime ago, they gave
to the ecclesia a piano.
Not every day is filled with such pleasant
experiences. Sometimes there are bitter disappointments, and
grief. Bur these, too, are out of God. I thank God for them,
for He has a purpose in them, even though I have to suffer. Who am
I, that I should not have suffering? How wayward I would be, if there
came nothing in my life to sober me!
For instance, recently, there came to me a letter
telling of great distress and disappointment being suffered by a
friend. Immediately I became sad, and sought the Lord in prayernot
so much for myself, as for the other. Thus, this sad news was out of
God. The distressing circumstances being endured by the friend was
out of God. Not even a sparrow can fall on the earth without the
Father, Matthew 10:30. So is it true that my friend could not be
brought down to the brink of despair, except by the Father. No
matter what immediate agents He used, He is the first Cause.
I am convinced that if our mind is exercised to look
for the hand of God in everything, we will never have another dull
hour. We may not know the answers to one question out of several
thousand, but it is interesting to believe that every event has a reason
hidden in God, and to wonder what is the meaning of this or that. For instance, from where I sit I can look into my garden, and see that
the dry weather is causing my okra plants to wither almost as if they
were dead. There can be no fruit unless rain comes soon; but I am
not distressed. The reason is in God; all is out of
Him.
There would be very little comfort in the fact that
all is out of Him, were it not for the further statement that all is
THROUGH Him and FOR Him. for Him! Thank God for this! Whether or not daily events bring pleasure to me, they will ALL bring
pleasure and profit to Him. This is all I need to know about
it.
Early this morning a merchant charged me far too much
for meat. I declined to pay it, and went to another store, where a
dear brother in Christ had the privilege of arranging for the grocer to
sell me what I wanted at a reduced price, the brother paying the
difference. This made him happy. Who will say that this
whole transaction was not out of God, through Him, and for
Him?
In the afternoon I visited a sister who has been
confined to her bed for weeks. I found her cheerful, not because
she was better, but because she had been spending much time reading the
scriptures. In health, she, like nearly all other people, did not
have the time to study the word of God. She told of many things
she had found in the word. Her illness is out of God, I am
sure. I had the privilege of talking to her about various matters
having to do with the power and love of GodHis ability to not only
save, but also to heal when it is His pleasure to do so.
I have said that when we learn to look for the hand
of God in all matters, we are taught wonderful lessons every day. Sometime ago, at midnight, I left a distant city to return home. I
was thinking of the joy I might have on the way. I was able to see
that my experiences on the trip might be like my day of life. Darkness prevailed during the first few hours of the trip, and it remained
me that the first few years of my life were spent in darkness, as to the
knowledge of the love of God. After sunrise there was a thick fog
which kept me from seeing more than a few yards from the train. This reminded me that after becoming a saint I spent a few years in a
fog, so far as knowing God's ultimate.
The rest of the day was a mixture of clouds and fair
weather. This was like my lifea mixture of joys and
sorrow. This was as it ought to be. Just before sunset the
mountains were bathed in beauty as the clouds in the western sky cleared
away. Never before had I seen such a glory. The landscape
was submerged in it. I believe that if I have to see my day end in
the night of death, God will light my way with glory as I am
sinking.
After the sun had dipped down out of my sight, I
looked to the left and saw a mountain shrouded in the most glorious
cloud. It looked as light as fluffy snow. There was no
darkness about itno threat of lightening or thunder. I
believe this to be a parable of the last glimpse I shall have of God
before I sink into the night of death.
Before long I was on a bed in a hotel, and sank immediately
into deep slumber. To my consciousness I was awakened a moment
later by the musical peal of the telephone. In truth, I had slept for
several hours, but there is no time in unconsciousness. So shall
it be, that if I sleep in death, there will be no time in the grave,
although I may lie there many years. A Voice, sweeter than that of
any bell designed by man, shall awaken me.
I arose, thinking of what joy I had expected that
day. I would meet my loved ones; I would sit at my own table; I
would mix and mingle with friends; I would have delights of which I had
dreamed all the day before. So will it be when our Lord shall
descend from heaven and call me from sleep. Nothing except delights and
usefulness shall be before me. And I shall not be
disappointed.
Yes, reader, it is blessed to see the hand of God in
all. Happiness and interest will be perpetual, if we can understand that
out of Him, through Him and for Him is all, and if we learn to apply
this to our every experience.